Once again I come to you apologizing for my prolonged absence. The past week is a blur of work and tears, as my sisters and I have been insanely busy finishing up the last of the work on Mom’s house. In a mere 15 hours, I will be putting my hand to a document relinquishing ownership of the house I have known since a mere 10 months of age. I am scared, nervous, horribly sad, and yet strangely hopeful and joyful as I think of the young family soon to occupy my family home. They are incredibly excited and have so many plans for it, the most important being the arrival of their son in just 5 weeks. The sounds of life and childhood giggles will soon fill the air within those walls once again. That is what brings me joy and fills me with hope.

At this moment, though, my stomach is churning and my mind is traveling at a million miles an hour with 45 years of memories racing. I spoke with Jessica (my cousin) just a few hours ago, and told her that I know they will be happy there, for an enormous amount of love and history reside in those walls ……. and I know she respects and understands that, and appreciates it as much as we do.

Mama, I know you’re smiling and are so happy that they will be enjoying your house and filling it with life and love. Thank you so much for all the beautiful memories you created there. I love you with all my heart.