Apologies and Appreciation
I'm still here. Really, I am. I just haven't been here here. Does that make any sense at all??
I feel that I should apologize for staying away for so long. I didn't do it on purpose. It just ... happened. I couldn't believe it when I noticed that it had been almost two weeks since my last blog entry! Gracious! Time does have a way of flying by, doesn't it. I truly did intend to post here every day, but when it came to actually coming over here and sitting down at the puter, I just couldn't. It's very difficult to explain. I guess it's just that .... I have so much to think about and deal with every single day, so when I have a moment to myself when I can actually sit and just chill, I do. I couldn't bring myself to sit here and think about everything all over again, and the last thing I felt was cordial. I'm so sorry. You have all been so amazingly wonderful to me! I just couldn't .... "be there", know what I mean? As I said, it's very difficult to explain.
I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your outpouring of love, encouragement and support. It means more to me than I can say, and is much more than I deserve. As I read through your beautiful messages to me, my eyes welled with tears and my heart burst with gratitude and appreciation. THANK YOU SO MUCH! ![]()
I wish I could report that things here are looking up, especially for my Mother, but I cannot. Fact is, it won't get better for her. There seem to be new hurdles every day, so my sisters and I keep jumping the best we can. I don't want to sit here bemoaning my problems, so I will just keep it at that. Please know how much we appreciate your good thoughts and prayers.
I promise that I will try to do better in the future with my posting, and also with my blog visits and emails. I absolutely think of you all every single day, and count my lucky stars that you are who you are, and that you care about me. Again, THANK YOU SO MUCH! I love you all!
Thoughts from others
You, your Mom, and your family are all in my thoughts and prayers. Take care of yourself as best as you can, ok? *hugs*
Posted by: D | March 15, 2004 10:32 AM
Posted by: Carrie | March 15, 2004 10:40 AM
Take care of yourself!
Posted by: Kirsi | March 15, 2004 10:43 AM
Posted by: Beverly | March 15, 2004 12:03 PM
Posted by: Mary Lou | March 15, 2004 1:05 PM
Posted by: Michelle | March 15, 2004 1:18 PM
Posted by: CJ | March 15, 2004 5:27 PM
Leigh, lean once more into the day...and may your 'next day, soon arrive.
Posted by: Theo | March 15, 2004 6:57 PM
I am sorry about your mom.
. ((((big hugs))) Hang in there and don't worry about us. We will be here.
Take care of yourself.
Posted by: Martie | March 15, 2004 7:14 PM
It was so nice to know that you and your family are hanging in there, Leigh.
Posted by: Leslie | March 15, 2004 7:22 PM
Posted by: Debbie | March 15, 2004 8:12 PM
Once I was able to talk, I couldn't stop. When you hit that moment, we are all listening. Hang in there.
Posted by: Patrick | March 16, 2004 6:43 AM
Posted by: CJ | March 16, 2004 6:47 AM
I just thought I would say hello and tell you I like your blog. You seem to have wonderful friends. That must bring you much joy.
Best wishes.
L.
Posted by: Leigh | March 16, 2004 8:02 AM
Posted by: min | March 16, 2004 8:47 AM
Posted by: Leslie | March 16, 2004 9:44 AM