Thoughtprints

Oh man, I do not know what's wrong with me today! I feel sooo tired. Like I've been drugged or something. Can't quite figure it out. But I figure it must mean I need rest. lol So that's what I've been doing all day. I feel so damn lazy. I wish this stuff would go away and I would get back to feeling like me again. I remember going from morning to night without stopping, and doing it all with a smile and feeling great! I want to be that person again. Right now I just feel ..... old.

I've decided to find a counselor. A good one. Someone who doesn't know me at all. Someone who is well-educated and can give me objective feedback and therapy. Obviously I can't do that for myself anymore. :( Well, not right now, anyway, and I'm not going to be one of those people who are too proud to seek help. When you're sinking you reach out for something to grab hold of, right? Right! ;)

So I'm gonna grab ....