Hi Everyone :)

First of all, I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart (or as my sister would say, "from the heart of my bottom" lol) for your incredible show of support, love and friendship. You have no idea how much it means to me! It's like a breath of fresh air after a smothering day. THANK YOU! ((((huggg)))

I've had a very frustrating time, especially today. I was home most of the afternoon, but could not find the words to post here amid all of my opposing thoughts. I waffled all day between so many powerful emotions and feelings, some of which are current and some of which are old ones revived by the current situation. Does that make any sense?? I don't feel that I can articulate here all that I am thinking ..... they are things I cannot say out loud to anyone but my husband for fear of sounding selfish and self-indulgent. I already feel guilty enough as it is. I know this all sounds more than a little convoluted, for which I apologize, but it is something I needed to "get out", even if veiled under less than difinitive description. Suffice it to say that the weight is heavy, and I cannot help but feel it is all but expected that I carry it alone. Life is a mitigating factor ..... for everyone but me.

I've said enough.

Thank you, once again, for being there to "listen" when my confused soul wishes to speak. You are truly gems within fields of stone!

(((((((everyone)))))))

check your mail. ;) ((((big hugs))))

Thoughtfully shared by: Debbie at October 11, 2003 01:44 AM

We all get overwhelmed at times and need to "get out". Please know that you are not alone... We are here for you... We all love and pray for you.

Thoughtfully shared by: Beverly at October 11, 2003 04:20 AM

*BIG HUGS*
I hope you have a good weekend!

Thoughtfully shared by: Kirsi at October 11, 2003 06:38 AM

Whatever is troubling you the most, try and have faith in yourself that you can handle it. If you don't set an unrealistic expectation of perfection for yourself and others, you won't be disappointed. (That's not to say that you are, I just find that sentiment helpful).

You're only human. And a good one with good intentions. 'nough said.

Thoughtfully shared by: Leslie at October 11, 2003 08:02 AM

Leigh Leigh Leigh you be as selfish as you wanna be... shesh... the stress of life can just get to ya. Trust me, I know!!! Heck I ran away last weekend LOL

(((hugs))))

Thoughtfully shared by: Rachel in Alaska at October 11, 2003 10:25 AM

Thank you all SO MUCH for your encouragement and support! You made me feel better. Truly. :)

(((((huggggs)))))

Thoughtfully shared by: Leigh at October 11, 2003 05:38 PM