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Yep, that's what today was -- a day to forget. It started out bad and got worse. I have a lot of thoughts and feelings rolling around inside of me. A lot of anger ... at whom? I don't know. I think maybe God. Its like ... enough is enough, ya' know? I'm at a point (have been for a while now) where I can't handle anything anymore. Even the slightest little thing stresses me out to the max. And days like this ... well ... let's just say my anxiety level is in the red. I feel like quite the failure. I can't do anything for anyone anymore, and when I do, I don't do it well ... or so it seems. I try to be the best I can be, but it's not good enough anymore. I can't even fix me, let alone anyone or anything else. *sigh*
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please do NOT apologize. (((((Leigh))))) you've got so much on your shoulders... I know I'm long-distance and there's little I can do, but please remember I'm here, okay? and remember you are loved :)
Thoughtfully shared by: Alex on January 27, 2003 10:14 PMI just wanted to add, for what it's worth, I'm keeping you and yours in my prayers. :)
Thoughtfully shared by: Alex on January 28, 2003 12:03 AMIt's worth everything, Alex ((((((hug)))))) Thank you!!
Thoughtfully shared by: Leigh on January 28, 2003 12:18 AMDear Leigh,
Another prayer...
Help us to be sweet and kind to ourselves and others especially at those times when the rest of the world has fogotten its "manners" and is tearing at our hearts and making our souls weary.
Thoughtfully shared by: thatmark on January 28, 2003 05:05 AMI wish I could wrap my arms around you and give you a great big ol' sobbing hug. *tears* Positive vibes and gentle prayers to you and your precious family.
Love you!
{{{{{{{{{{Leigh}}}}}}}}}}
By the way...you never have to apologise for ANYTHING! From across the land and seas I send all my love and understanding to you, my most special friend! I care, I'll listen and I'll do my best to make your heart feel lighter.
Love always,
Thoughtfully shared by: Debbie on January 28, 2003 06:08 PM
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