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Friday, January 17, 2003

Let's Hope It Works

A very unsettled day today. Hands are shaky and I'm just feeling .... restless. Every time I decide to do something, i.e.: write or draw, I can't seem to get going. It's like, I want to do it, but can't. Very little energy ... or maybe it's motivation that's lacking. I'm even shying away from emails, and it's a real forced effort that's getting me to write this. I just want to be alone, and left alone. I don't want to be put in a position of having to be encouraging, supportive or friendly. Isn't that awful? The really weird thing is that at the same time I want to be alone and left alone, I'm also feeling very lonely and utterly invisible, and I don't like it. Talk about confusing! Anyway ... I thought it might help if I wrote it out and tried to rid myself of these feelings. Let's hope it works!

Muttered in the afternoon in Rants and Rambles

Thoughts from others

taek the time you need and do what your body needs to do....

its called...beign gentle with you

not awful, not selfish..simply taking care of you

now do not respond to this..jsut accept it as is and know you are loved

always
me

Thoughtfully shared by: your other fav poet at January 17, 2003 02:31 PM

Just be.
The confusion will disappear, my friend, and before you know it...things will become oh so clear. Take it easy hon.

You said it Min! :)

All my love,
Debbie

Thoughtfully shared by: Debbie at January 17, 2003 10:30 PM

I LUUUUV the new look, my friend! Just BEAUTIFUL!!!! :))))

Thoughtfully shared by: Debbie at January 17, 2003 10:50 PM

Well little sister, after certain events in my life, and you know what they are, I found myself wanting to be totally "selfish" for ME! Sometimes we just run out of all the positive emotions and energy, and we have to take a "leave of absence", and take care of ourselves!! It is NOT being selfish, that's just what I labeled it when I went through it. Everything in you, and your body, is telling you it's time to take a deep breath, concentrate on YOU and what YOU need and want, and never feel bad about it! You've taken care of so many people for such a long time, and now it's time for you, and others, to take care of YOU! I love you Sis!!!

Thoughtfully shared by: Kelly at January 19, 2003 07:58 PM

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